This post is going to be super lame. You've been warned. But I can't help it. I have a new love. It happens to be the San Francisco Giants. Like seriously, I know. I've always liked them because of my dad. Anyone who knows my dad knows he is a huge baseball guy. It used to drive me crazy actually. Because we'd be in church, and he'd be giving a talk about the Giants. It never made sense to me until now. I've been converted. The SF Giants are my new favorite thing. I believe in them. And it's a plus that i have crushes on some of them.. No, actually, almost all of them. I can find something attractive about them all.. i'm still working on edgar rentaria. Like, look at Buster Posey. He is so fetching hot. I'd be in trouble if I ever came in contact with him. Make that, he'd be in trouble. Above is AUBREY HUFF. Just so everyone knows, I'm naming my future child after him. He is my Big Huff Daddy. I first liked the GIants because of this guy: Andres Torres... you are delish. &the list goes on and on. I just want to touch them;)
I've come to realize how much I've been neglecting the things that are so precious and the things I hold most dear to me. I am a Daughter of God. It's time I realize this again. I've allowed the world to make me think less of myself, and that's not fair to myself or the people around me. I need to trust in the Lord. I know I'm here, where I am, for a reason. I came back to California because the Spirit told me so. Now I don't know what that reason is, but I know that this is where I'm supposed to be. Maybe in given time, things will make sense. Maybe it's been to help someone, find a better faith in Christ, learn a valuable lesson, meet somebody, find the cure to cancer, or simply just helping myself. I don't know, but when the Lord tells you to do something you do it. But I haven't had the right attitude, I've been focusing on the negative. Dang me. It all comes down to one thing: Trust. I have to have more faith, I need to do the things I know my life has been missing. It's time to become the person I can be. Yay me:) Anyways, I'm ready to do this. My spirit is ready. It's time for some serious soul searching. It's time to become the best possible me, in every aspect. I know that the gospel is true. I know the blessings that it has brought into my life. I have the best family ever. I have phenomenal people in my life. Just in these few months I've met new friends that are just so amazing. I have a great life. We are Children of God. I wish we all will realize this some time soon.
"The only difference between you and God is that you have forgotten you are Divine!"
I was so excited. I was so proud of my mom. Anyone who knows my mom very well knows her love for animals, especially for cats. She even puts bowls of cat chow in the front and back yards for the stray cats and raccoons. Confession: I think at one point we had thirteen cats. All indoor. Yes. I know. But after twenty-one years, they started dying off (may they rest in peace). We got down to four cats, and to many people, this seems like a lot. But as you can see, from my previous confession, this is a major improvement. It has felt so nice no be in a room without cats running around. Finally, there was more people than cats! Then, on a cold Friday night, something was left on our porch. A little kitten. It had a note saying it's name was "Angel" and that it knew we could give it a good home. Dang. We took it in. There's a much longer story, on which includes my family blaming me for this flea infested cat on our porch, but I'll just leave that out. My hands are clean. She's been staying in Lara's room because we were initially scared the other cats would terrorize her. Even though I pretended to hate her, I actually think she's kind of cute. We were debating on what to name her. Angel is a stupid name. Really, who names their cat that? We were thinking about Sophie, Leah, Lucy, Annie, and Emma. We thought Sophie was the best. But we were wrong. She is a psycho. Sometimes I actually think she's mentally challenged or bipolar. &she's kind of dumb. She tries to attack the other cats, so much for worrying about her. Oh yeah, and she attacks me. I'm probably going to die of rabies. No big. Everyone will be invited to my funeral. But I still go in there to try to see if she's had a change of heart. To make it short, she hasn't. The name Sophie doesn't fit her at all. I changed her name to Luci. It's short for Lucifer. It is the perfect name for this cute, but scary and demented, cat. And that's the story of Luci. And I'm now stuck again with five cats... I just wanted a fish...
So. People tell me to talk about myself all the time. And I absolutely hate it. I never know what to say. But one of my friends did this, so I'm going to attempt the impossible and do it as well. You're supposed to write 100 things about yourself. Crazy a lot. But, here goes nothing:
1. My favorite color is yellow. It just makes me happy. It looks happy.
2. I love laughing. My laugh itself is ridiculous, sometimes I sound like a chipmunk, sometimes a drunkard. Either way, I love it.
3. I like people. Except for the people I don’t like.
4. My religion is one of the most important things in my life. I base my decisions on it, I base my future on it. I’ll defend it, because in the end it comes to one thing: I know it is right.
5. The other most important thing in my life is my family. I guess I kinda like them.
6. I am one of the most self-conscious people I know. My self esteem probably ranks at negative four.
7. But I’m still me.
8. I don’t like being belittled.
9. I like going to the beach. I don’t care how cold it is, I still want to let the waves rush over my feet.
10. I like jumping.
11. One of my favorite things to do is look at stars. There is an undying beauty about them.
12. Someday I’ll go dancing on the moon.
13. I have no idea what is going to happen in my life. &that drives me crazy. I want to know what is going to happen or know what I’m going to do.
14. I want a family. Ever since I was a kid all I’ve ever wanted to be was a mom.
15. I think “Boy Meets World” has taught me some of life’s greatest lessons.
16. I met my best friends in college. We were only with each other for one semester, but that’s all it took for me to really understand what that word means- best friend.
17. No. I changed my mind. I think my favorite color is orange.
18. I wish I had a pet fish.
19. That rhymed. Unintentionally.
20. I like Hannah Montana. But I don’t like Miley Cyrus. It makes sense if you really think about it.
21, But actually I Demi Lovato better.
22. I get scared easily. The only thing is when I do get scared, I scream, kick, and fall. But that’s part of the fun- I love the scare.
23. I eat bananas with a fork.
24. I don’t like clapping… not really.
25. I dance to my own beat. It’s a retarded beat, but it’s fun.
26. A part of my heart will always belong to N’SYNC and the Backstreet Boys.
27. People with accents are fascinating. I wish I talked with one.
28. I think Las Vegas is pretty. With all its bright lights, it’s like Christmas all year round.
29. My favorite flower is the Gerbera Daisy.
30. I’m a hopeless romantic. When I watch a movie and the boy and girl don’t get together, it bugs me for days. I think a part of my heart breaks for them.
31. I want a happy ending.
32. I believe in “Come what may, and love it.”
33. Dieter F. Uchtdorf is one of my favorite people in the world.
34. I want to do something crazy. But not too crazy.
35. Yes. I’m nineteen. I still like to TP people’s houses.
36. I’ve learned a lot about life. I think I started when I was seven when my dad had cancer for the first time.
37. I like saying “Hello” to complete strangers.
38. I think a lot. A lot.
39. I’m ready to start a new chapter in my life.
40. I believe everything happens for a reason, even though it doesn’t make sense all the time.
41. I like having blonde hair. I like having brown hair. I don’t like pink hair.
42. I’m afraid of the dark.
43. Monkeys terrify me. I hate them. They are not cute.
44. Slippers are fun.
45. I like to go to parks. I love swinging and going down the slides.
46. I believe in angels.
47. Horses scare me too.
48. But one of my lifetime goals is to save a cow. Poor cows:(
51. G.I. Joe is cool. He was my Barbie’s boyfriend.
52. I played with Barbies until I was like twelve. Maybe even thirteen or fourteen.
53. Yikes. I am embarrassing.
54. I like acoustic/indie music, the kind that really makes you feel something.
55. I wish I could say I live with no regrets… but that’s a lie. I regret a few stuff.
56. I like Mormons.
57. I’ve always wanted a dog. When I was younger I wanted a weiner dag and name him “Balogna.” But you pronounce it exactly how it is spelled. G and all.
58. I like hair. I just want to touch it.
59. “Confessions of a Shopaholic” is my favorite movie.
60. I pretend I speak fluent Spanish.
61. I really don’t.
62. Peanut butter and jelly is food of the gods.
63. I like drawing. That’s a secret talent. Don’t tell anyone.
64. I like singing loud. And bad actually.
65. Life is a journey, not a destination.
66. Roadtrips are fun. They’re exhilarating. They make stress disappear for a bit.
67. I never knew writing down a hundred things about me would be so hard.
68. “Maybe the best thing to do is stop figuring out where you’re going and just enjoy where you’re at.”
69. I think The Beatles had it right, sometimes the only thing you need is love.
70. K. I changed my mind. My favorite colors are a tie between yellow, orange, pink, and purple. Only when they’re together though.
71. I like wearing big sunglasses that try to cover my face.
72. My eye color changes. It’s sometimes blue, but I think mostly they’re green. Maybe.
73. This is probably weird, but I actually like giving hand and foot massages.
74. Yeah. That is weird.
75. I believe in aliens and Big Foot.
76. I want to get married in the Oakland Temple.
77. I want to create something beautiful.
78. "Yeah... I go with God."
79. I’ve always wanted to go fishing, but never have. I feel sorry for the fish.
80. My parents are basically great even though we drive each other crazy.
81. I have a hard time trusting people, but I want to put all my trust in someone.
82. I’m very gullible.
83. Those two things contradict each other, eh?
84. Don’t care what you say, “Twilight” is good.
85. I want to go somewhere on the East Coast. That would be hecka cool.
86. Hecka is my favorite word.
87. I also hecka like the word super.
88. Super.
89. I don’t know how to swim. Eek.
90. Ten more. Yay!
91. I don’t like the color blue. I think it’s a cop-out color.
92. I don’t really like chocolate that much. I like making chocolate though.
93. My favorite game is Rock-Paper-Scissors. Don’t be alarmed if I ask you to play it with me.
94. I’m shy at first. Most likely I’ll really want to talk to someone, but won’t because I’m scared they won’t like me.
95. Does anyone want to be my friend still after reading this?
96. I like you.
97. Ninety-seven.
98. Bob Dylan is good, I don’t care what anyone says.
is cosmetology school... we just live the dream. part of that dream is a man named dylan. it was like any other day in beauty school. you see... you have to be beautiful to go. dylan was a man like any other. but he had some flaws. he had long black hair. he had a beard that passed his shoulders.he was given to us. we were told to make him beautiful.&beautiful i made him. we will see what comes from this. so happy together.
hola. guess what? k. you're never going to guess. i had my first day of cosmetology!
so i'm tired but i wanted the people to know i survived. at the end of the day i looked like a mess, but i'm proud to say i look pretty hot in a smock. not everyone does. (; i'll update more later&fill you in on all this ish. peace. love. &bubblegum.
well, the summer is coming to an end. it's more or less bittersweet. on one hand, i'm like "yay, i will have a life!" &on the other, i'm like "ew, i forgot i hate school. that's why i barely went. that's why i was put on academic probation. that's why.." get the picture?
k. well, this summer has been pretty splendid. i spent the first few months in the ghetto san loe, which i call home. went to the singles ward&ish.. got my first stalker (woo!) and met some pretty fun people. &i got to spend time with the fam. &i've come to learn, i love them very much. then i am here. millville, utah (woo?). here, i've been babysitting my nieces&nephew. just living the dream. i'm excited about what's to come. but extremely nervous it is unreal. cross your fingers i get friends... not that it's bad that my only friends are under the age of eight;)
