take time to realize.

I've come to realize how much I've been neglecting the things that are so precious and the things I hold most dear to me. I am a Daughter of God. It's time I realize this again. I've allowed the world to make me think less of myself, and that's not fair to myself or the people around me.
I need to trust in the Lord. I know I'm here, where I am, for a reason. I came back to California because the Spirit told me so. Now I don't know what that reason is, but I know that this is where I'm supposed to be. Maybe in given time, things will make sense. Maybe it's been to help someone, find a better faith in Christ, learn a valuable lesson, meet somebody, find the cure to cancer, or simply just helping myself. I don't know, but when the Lord tells you to do something you do it. But I haven't had the right attitude, I've been focusing on the negative. Dang me.
It all comes down to one thing: Trust. I have to have more faith, I need to do the things I know my life has been missing. It's time to become the person I can be.
Yay me:)
Anyways, I'm ready to do this. My spirit is ready. It's time for some serious soul searching. It's time to become the best possible me, in every aspect.
I know that the gospel is true. I know the blessings that it has brought into my life. I have the best family ever. I have phenomenal people in my life. Just in these few months I've met new friends that are just so amazing. I have a great life. We are Children of God. I wish we all will realize this some time soon.

"The only difference between you and God is that you have forgotten you are Divine!"

hair.

i'm officially a brunette again.
it's bittersweet.
on a positive note, no more dumb blonde jokes.